Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Chasing Life

As I sat on the couch a thousand things ran through my mind.Is this how my life is supposed to be?

The perennial wanderlust that affects my soul ,the farway voice yearning to be heard,the echo of a thousand different images that come from the recesses of my subconscious.There are sights to be seen and songs to be heard before the flame of life is extinguished.

Let me just give an idea of my situation so that my existential angst can be understood better.I am just one of the thousand faces you see everyday,nameless and directionless, plodding along the mundane business of life.I am the voice of the ones who cannot speak,the thoughts of the ones who do not think,the lives of those who do not live.I am the person you see in the queue everyday,the one you pass on the staircase,the lonely stranger sitting on a bench reflecting on what went wrong.

I live for an iota of meaning in this sisyphian drudgery that plagues modern society.The endless repeated cycles day after day in the hope of a better future while the present slides into an abyss
of procrastination.

Life is epitomized in all its frailty and grandeur in the ninth symphony of Beethoven.The slow haunting beginning ,the towering harmonies and the grand finale which most of us only dream about.There is no grand finale in the future only a slow descent into regret over things not done and words left unspoken.

Nietzsche said "In an infinite universe, with no god to direct it, the finite experiences of human existence must necessarily repeat themselves eternally."
How would we then live if we knew that each day is going to be repeated an infinite number of times?Would we change our lives to include excitement and challenges instead of the safe choice of drudgery and boredom?

I don't have an answer to that question.


Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Classical Music and Metal...


Are they really worlds apart or is it just a flawed perception?

I have experienced and thus believe that metal (extreme metal that is) has more in common with classical music than with rock or blues.Of course some death metal guitarists may throw in a blues influenced solo now and then but the essence of metal is phrasal unlike in rock where a good riff is repeated to do a verse-chorus-solo type song.In metal riffs evolve into more riffs and songs evolve into motifs narrating a story.This is similar to classical music where the musical ideas evolve and develop into a story.

Wagner was the first to introduce the "leitmotif" that is a melody or tune that is associated with a character and thus whenever the listener hears that tune that character and his or her attributes springs to mind.This element has been heavily borrowed by motion pictures where when a dark, evil character comes then dark music is played and when the positive heroic figure comes then epic music is played.This can be witnessed in movies like Braveheart,Star wars among many others.

In metal there is a similar tendency by the best bands of the genre.The feeling of beauty and joy of this world that can culminate in evil and horror at any moment gives metal the fantasy and realism realm at the same time that other forms of music do not enjoy.It is no surprise that good metal bands have really great poetic,philosophical or epic lyrics.

Both classical and extreme metal have to be heard without distractions to comprehend their sonic and lyrical philosophies.These are not background music that one plays while doing something else.They tend to immerse the listener in an ocean of interesting ideas and enmesh them in a web made entirely of the different musical instruments intermingling and created something breathtakingly beautiful.

Mainstream music is extremely diluted and is fit for consumption by the hordes of vacuous masses who do not see music as a way of reaching a higher plane but only as an entertainment form.This tendency of conforming to masses and commercialization has resulted in strange and incomprehensible watered down bands that exist for the churning out of albums for monetary gain.There is no sense of grandeur left.Anyway enough with my rant,I guess that is why mainstream will never be "accessible" for me.

Thus the best bands practice their art for a devoted few which is not unlike the practitioners of classical music.The people who enjoy either of these forms of music are very passionate about it and on meeting a fellow enthusiast will eagerly discuss the tenets and sonic philosophies.

Composers I recommend for a metal enthusiast -

1.Richard Wagner - If you like power metal and epic, bombastic passages of bands like Therion you will enjoy Wagner.Be forewarned though , his music is by no means easy listening.His Ring cycle is one of the greatest cultural achievements of mankind and deservedly so.The studio recordings of "des ring des nibelungen" conducted by George Solti is probably one of the greatest recordings ever made, well its certainly the longest.

2.Frederic Chopin - I enjoy the nocturnes and ballads of Chopin.He almost exclusively composed for the piano and his sense of dynamics must be heard to be believed.Chopin's music always touches me deeply and is very melancholic and sentimental.

3.Ludwig Van Beethoven - The legendary composer, his symphonies are a timeless monument to music's grandeur.I personally enjoy all the movements of the second,fifth and the famous ninth symphony.

4.Johann Sebastian Bach - Another great composer, I first heard about him through the Bach' n roll guitar pyrotechnics of Paul Gilbert and Yngwie Malmsteen.

5.Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart - His music alleviates all worries and problems.The great Jason Becker's "Air" is heavily influenced by Mozart.Very prolific and outstanding composer.

6.Johannes Brahms - I recommend his four symphonies performed by the Berlin Philharmonic and conducted by the legendary Herbert Von Karajan.Metal enthusiasts will really enjoy and appreciate this work of art.


Soulside Journey - Death Metal Served Cold.....




The debut album of Norwegian black metal band Darkthrone is a beast in its own right.This was the one and only death metal album that they released though some people will argue that this is not death metal.It has the twisted riffs and instrumental virtuosity of death metal bands of that era like Entombed (even the guitar tone is a version of the famous "buzzsaw" sound) and it has something else that makes it special - atmosphere.This album has a feeling of darkness permeating throughout ; not unlike the bleak,windswept and chilly fjords of Norway.

The production is surprisingly good considering that all the other Darkthrone albums sound like they were recorded in a bathroom.The bass is audible and there are some wonderful bass lines.The guitar creates a tapestry of sound with slow doomy power chords as well Bathory inspired tremolo picked riffs.The lead playing is superb as Nocturno does not try to overplay and ruin the atmosphere.Fenriz is great behind the drums.The vocals are more raspy and do not sound like the other death metal acts of that time who were trying to go as low and guttural as possible.In a way I can see how Darkthrone would progress to a black metal sound from here (or is it regress??) .Don't get me wrong, I enjoy listening to black metal but Darkthrone should have continued what they did on this album.They could have carved a niche for themselves playing "dark atmospheric" death metal.

The album is best heard in one sitting as the songs smoothly transition into each other , meshing and creating a miasma of riffs and darkness.The use of keys is justified in creating the melancholic and yet haunting sound.The greatest thing about this album is nothing is overdone to the point where it becomes stale.The lyrics are very good and unlike other death metal bands singing about gore and violence they have cryptic philosophical and metaphorical undertones.

I have found only one flaw so far in this album and that is the vocals.They emerge when least expected and are drenched some sort of reverb/echo effect but that is just a minor flaw and does not detract the listener from enjoying the album.


Even though I enjoy the black metal releases Darkthrone did after this, Soulside Journey will remain my favourite Darkthrone album.And all those people who think Fenriz and Nocturno cannot play their instruments and don't understand sonic dynamics should check out this album.They will be pleasantly surprised.


"I have had this Vision
of a voyage in mind and soul
Through silent Somniferous scenes
within the enclosed chambers of my
untouched spiritual experiences
Soaring through damp air, Seeing
faces, twisting, plunging through my colour
Cosmic Fear arrives, I hold a dead one,
Surrounded by my many candles
(I burn to cleanse the air)
Rotten Unclean Sacrifice Nightmares
Unreal Psychedelic Journey
Ride The Darkside
Search The Soulside"

- Soulside journey (Darkthrone)

Friday, August 7, 2009

ETERNAL DELUSION...

This is a poem I wrote a while back..

All that we're led to believe
Things are not what er perceive
The meaning of life is lost on me
All the greatness we cannot see...

If the soul never dies why bother
To live with cries smothered
Living just to please our senses
A cloak of confusion so dense...

If everyone has to die someday
What's to achieve by living anyway
Why not leave your soul to wander
Through eternity a bit sooner...

Who shall decide this life
About the wrong and right
If I want to live or die
Don't know whether to laugh or cry...

The value of Time..

Most people do not realize the value of time.We talk about wasting energy and resources, what about wasting time.Yes,I know I am wasting my time in writing this which in all probability no one will ever read.Still I need to get my point across.People (especially in India) assume that the other person has a lot of time to spare.This regularly happens in government offices and most workplaces, even in personal transactions.

Remember the feeling when you are made to stand in a queue by an inefficient system that does not care what you go through?or the nosy,overbearing neighbour who comes in and bores you to death with the story of bodily and mental dysfunctions of his family and all his relatives?or the shop where you wait an extra 10 minutes because the cashier is busy chatting on the phone?
WAKE UP PEOPLE!!

Do not do to others what you do not want done to you.Time is money some might say but I argue Time is more valuable than money.Money you can earn again after it is spent but the time you have lost is never to come again.Also do you realize that an increased productivity,less wasteful chatter will not only result in less wastage of time but also increase the overall rate of progress and development of a nation...I do not want to ramble on but i hope you got my point..